January 2012
the truth is I really fear being let go of I fear the ones I love cutting me off I don’t mean to ever sound paranoid or even annoying, so I just keep it tucked in and hidden most of the time, but I can’t even take the sheer thought of losing anyone I truly care about.
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mom: hey want me to put your ice cream out to unfreeze a little?
me: no, I'll do it myself thanks
mom: okay
me: ....
(five minutes later)
mom: hey your ice cream is melting
me: I told you not to put it out!
mom: yeah but I did anyway
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merrily we all scroll along
parents: we love you
friends: we love you
others: we love you
partner: i love you
paranoia: they're lying, they're just using you. no one loves you. you're ugly. everyone hates you. they all talk behind your back. you are unloved. you are forever hated.
“I’ll show you mine, if you show me yours first.
Let’s compare scars, I’ll tell...”
– Rise Against // Swing Life Away // Siren Song of the Counter Culture (via keep-your-ears-open)
