So I just finished The Fault in Our Stars
by which I mean to say that my heart has imploded and scattered into smithereens throughout my entire body.
I’m in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we’re all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust, and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we’ll ever have, and I am in love with you.
— The Fault in Our Stars (via thenameisspencer)
the truth is I really fear being let go of
I fear the ones I love cutting me off
I don’t mean to ever sound paranoid
or even annoying, so I just keep it tucked in
and hidden most of the time,
but I can’t even take the sheer thought
of losing anyone I truly care about.
